To think about it, I was harsh just now.

Maybe just thinking abit too much, makes me insane.
Like how I was just now.

I love my boy still.

♥

 

Ever notice the changes in you?
You never cared as much as you did in the past.
Am I thinking too much?
Is it you or me?

Those mistakes which I've told you, have you ever lock it up into your brain?
Have you ever think about it?
All you do is apologise.
I rather you change for the better then apologise.
Sorry won't cure anything.

Action speaks louder then words.
Sometimes I really doubt our love.
You'll never never understand, neither will my friends.

You hate to see me leaving you, but you've never changed for the better.
I hate to see you leave me too.
I hate it when I have to leave you.
Not only you feel upset, even me.

Only leaving you makes you change to be a better man, for the period only.

Yes, I get jealous easily, don't fully blame me, you're at fault too.
Think about it, if I, as your girlf plays with others guys, text with them, ignores you, what will you do/feel?
You hate it when I audi & throw you aside, same.
I hate to see you happily laughing & enjoying yourself with other girls, throwing me aside.
If only I had all your attention, I wouldn't end up like this.
Things will be like how we started off.

Yes if you know how I always know whether you're telling the truth, I read your texts.
That's when I always get hurt, why won't you understand.

Why can't you just tell me the truth.
Aren't you tired of telling lies?
Go ahead texting others instead of me.
Don't regret, cause I can do better then you.

If you wanna play punk with me, I'll make sure I'll be better at playing punk with you.

Hope you'll read this & understand me better.

Others don't interrupt into my love life.

BULLSHIT.

♥

Quarrelled with JTCW once again.
Sorry, I don't know what's wrong.
I'm just paranoid with things you do at times & even jealous.
But this time round I swear it wasn't your fault.

I am sorry baby.

Now I know how much I meant to him, how much he loves me & how much he won't want to see me leaving him.
He's afraid I'll leave him after a few "fights" we had for the past few days.
Been asking what's wrong with me, I don't even know.
I get jealous easily nowdays, even when you get close with any girls, be it whether I know them or not.

I don't want to be those kinda girlf who cares about their boyf, mixing with which ever girls.
But I can't help it.
Whenever you're with any girls, I'll get angry.

Sorry, blame it on me.

♥