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[Apr. 13th, 2010|08:19 pm] |
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TIME TO SLIM DOWN JCMC ! |
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[Mar. 7th, 2010|04:42 pm] |
Dear diary,
I'm bored @ home & the weather is effing hot...
Something's bothering me, it keeps me moody, but yet I can't figure out what it is. How I wish I was @ genting with Joash & co. At least I'll be relaxing myself instead of thinking what's actually bothering me. I feel like stepping out of my house, at the same time I don't feel like stepping out of my house.
Homework undone, chores undone, parents' away till tuesday. Home's in the hands of mine, currently. Gotta fold the clothes, that's all. & I got to start saving money. I wanna get the hangbag from bugis, & tops from topshop which I find it effing cool, hoody & tops from forever 21 too.
Just burnt myself while typing all this, damn the baguas I heated up just now. ):< But I'm enjoying, eating it now. (:
Jogging later on, maybe. Just hopping time will move faster towards this coming Friday.
Sometimes I feel single's the best, but at times, I want someone to love me when I'm alone. Just some random thoughts, what about you?
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| I got rid of the burden that's haunting me, |
[Mar. 5th, 2010|07:26 pm] |
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Dear diary,
I MISS MY BOYF, I MISS MY BESTIE...
Exactly 1 more week before I can see my noob boy. He's been crying like a small baby when he had his days in army. What a cry baby, but all thanks to me for making him teared. Poor baby. I can see the change in him, he has been pretty sweet ever since his enlistment. He ain't like his past, he realised how I felt in the past. I'll be waiting for his first book out. I'll be seeing a B-O-T-A-K guy next friday, can't wait for the friday to come! Excited ttm!
I'm also waiting for bestie Tan to be out from girls home! She'd been inside since monday, 1st March. 1-2 weeks she'll be out, happy ttm! She'd changed for the better. I like the way she is now! Hope she's doing fine inside there. Love Bestie Tan!
Anyway to Ruth, you're just a rude little girl, who got lots to learn still. So, don't think you're actually matured, childish little vulgar girl. All you know is, F-U-C-K Y-O-U to others. Respect others first before you want others to respect you. Even puppies respect their owner, what about you? All you said was, you'll change & asking why till the other day I sounded out to you. Let me tell you, we told you to stop scolding F-U-C-K Y-O-U, you said you've cut down on it, then what's the point? So you actually counted how many F-U-C-K Y-O-U you scold per day? I sound out as & when I like, my choice so you SHUT THE FUCK UP little girl. & Yes to you, I must play with our age, I must let you know the difference between a 17-20 years old, compared to a 16 wanna be little girl. You're just acting like your age. You're a joke, a irritating little girl, who likes to act cute infront of be it a passerby or people you know, I'm referring to guys you see. WHAT THE FUCK, know where you stand, the way you act cute, irritates people instead. If you ever read it, count yourself lucky that someone's here commenting on your fucking attitude, at least you know what's wrong with you.
Center attraction. Low cut clothes with fat boobs bouching out, somehow not so sexy legs with tight & real short shorts? Long eyelashes, mistaken as a mini umbrella for your not so sexy pair of eyes & bright blonde hair which make one blind after looking at it. Is it the trend for people nowdays? Coooooooooooooooooool.
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| 21st Feb '10, it's the 4th day since I've last saw you, sucker |
[Feb. 21st, 2010|10:40 am] |
You think he's sweet, I think he's a dick.
You think he's cool, I think he suck.
Friends you claim you're, sorry you're not. Sorry I have no friends in my dictionary anymore. I only have my sweet darlings who'll stand by me everyday. Thanks Ruth darling & Issac for accompanying me the whole of my friday till early Sat. Though it was tiring, still I've enjoyed. Down to Ps cathy with Sq, Becca sucker, sharon rabbit, Ruth darling & Issac for movie, then lan. Aftermath cabbed to Bishan for prawning with Darling & Issac, but failed. Packed like tunas. Cabbed down to timah instead. Spent the whole night there. Lan again for 2 hours plus, pool for an hour or so. Issac went home, left me & Ruth darling there. Then we lan again till 6 plus & bused to woodlands for me while Darling bused home. Slept the whole day since Sat 8 plus in the morning till today, Sunday 8 plus. Only spending time with my darlings will keep me occupied from being angry & sad about that bastard. Sleeping doesn't help much.
I've no friends/boyf. Just my sweet darlings I have. I love you darlings.
I woke up just to check whether there's any text or calls from you, but it just made me disappointed. Even if I sleep back, still I dreamt of you. You're a sucker, the cause of everything.
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